Wednesday, September 26, 2007 失望
Posted by Philothea` @ Wednesday, September 26, 2007 | Last nights - they exhaust me, but there are times where it's worthwhile. And hanging out with good friends makes a world of difference. Monday evening was spent at (big boss) steven yeoh's place where the media team captains watched the anniversary video for evaluations (got lays to accompany me and learn together) and late night movie "No Reservations", supper, midnight photo taking with emmeline & heng qing for some childhood reminiscences without our lanterns =(

I know I ought to be asleep by now but I'm troubled. I find myself back here again where the virtual reality of blogging seems to be stress relieving sometimes. Disappointed with myself time and again, for having said the wrong words...and I don't even remember saying those words...I don't mean it...I don't mean to hurt anyone...never expect to strain the friendship...and now it's seems that even apologies won't work...it's disheartening.
Having said so much, I shall return to the source to find solace. Only God truly understands my grief.
Good night world. Give me back my sweet dreams.
Monday, September 24, 2007 がんばって!
Posted by Philothea` @ Monday, September 24, 2007 | Finally, a day's off from work and I know I needed it so badly!
I allowed myself to sleep till 10.30am today even though I contemplated to wake up at 8am for a jog / uncertain if I should go to work. My headache has compelled me to stay home eventually. That explains my self-declared leave. Anyway, I was told that my producer and interns are taking the day off as well so I feel less guilty now. Haha. I guess it's important that I do so, otherwise I figured I'll really collapse very soon, working 7 days a week, 13 hours on weekends...it's just not worth it!
So, I just went for a short jog, shared a little beehoon with vegetables, half a chicken wing with my brother, an apple for lunch and I'm set for the day! There's still so much to be accomplished and everything's piling up! がんばって, がんばって! - that applies for everyday!
By the way, my plans to go on a diet has failed terribly! Ah! The visuals in my next post will likely expose why.
Sunday, September 23, 2007 All the lost souls
Posted by Philothea` @ Sunday, September 23, 2007 | (Edited - 24/09/07)
Recently, I actually bought a CD! For once, I'm not a pirate. Hoho. The last time I purchased a CD was really eons ago, excluding the Christian music albums. Not that I'm a fan of James Blunt but I bought the CD out of some impulsiveness (buy 3 for $49.90; my director bought 2 so I had to buy 1 - and yes, we're the typical Singaporeans). I'm lovin' the design and I kinda bought it solely for that reason:
Thanks goodness it's a pretty nice album with some good songs. So I'm satisfied.Anyway, today was a really bad day at work - production turned out to be a horrifying nightmare! The chef can't cook for nuts! He can't even chopped garlics...gosh! Usually we only spend maximum about 2 - 3 hours on the cooking segment but we took like almost 5 hours today! We had to wait for him to figure things out on the spot. Ironically, we had to teach him the steps, like "please add salt here", "you missed out something...", "that's not the way to cut the vegetables" -PAINFUL! Everyone is just flabbergasted and I think I almost cried out of frustration, followed by the series of unfortunate event such as the production still camera went missing etc. I'm lazy to elaborate...Oh, look what you've done; you made a fool of everyone. And I don't know why this song was playing at the back of my mind at the end of the production. Perhaps, the chef fits the bill of that song so adequately due to his inadequacy that nearly drove us crazy. Oh man, he really should have admitted that he can't cook right from the first meeting! =/
I can't wait for a day's off! Most probably, it'll be the coming Monday! Catch up with darlings soon!
You know when you made me smile again. THANK YOU love, lays and friends (:
Thursday, September 13, 2007 聞きなさい
Posted by Philothea` @ Thursday, September 13, 2007 |
I'm listening to "Collide" by Howie Day
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find...
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find...
日の出
Posted by Philothea` @ Thursday, September 13, 2007 |
I don't remember watching a sunrise; I heard it's beautiful.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 十年
Posted by Philothea` @ Wednesday, September 12, 2007 | Initially, I was so reluctant and embarrassed to publish the following cos I was afraid of what others would think, laugh at my dreams, etc. I realised there's no way that I can escape my turn even though it's within my means *evil laughs* hahaha! So there you have it in the Y-Hope September bulletin and credits to Lays who faithfully pieces the y!scoop nicely together all these months! It's hardwork, in case you don't know. And don't you dare throw away your bulletin in front of us! hurhur.
Anyway, there's so much I wanna accomplish within this 10 years! It's such a short period; just one decade and I'll fade away.
Well, if I do live past 30, I don't know where life would take me...otherwise, please remember to play
'Angel's serenade' from the CHIJ album when my time is due and I promise I'll smile. Thank you! (:
'Angel's serenade' from the CHIJ album when my time is due and I promise I'll smile. Thank you! (:
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ピンク
Posted by Philothea` @ Tuesday, September 11, 2007 |

Monday, September 10, 2007 働き
Posted by Philothea` @ Monday, September 10, 2007 | Work is chasing the sanity out of me...
but I guess I'm still survivng.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007 喜び
Posted by Philothea` @ Wednesday, September 05, 2007 | I need morning calls at 06:00am tomorrow, sat & sun!
Anyway, I'm much delighted now after meeting my church friends this evening; they spread joy to me, especially lays! =) I guess I really miss alot of p'ple and I feel like hugging them all. Can't wait for work to be less hectic so I'll be more available to catch up with friends and do what I love etc.
Anyway, I miss Puay so much that I adopted a new pet on Facebook and named it after her. LOL! Can't think of a better excuse. Hurhur.
Okay, Hot Puay will discover Hot Puay after reading this post...hmm, what do you think, Puay?Hoho. I failed to smash the cake on xinyi's face just now...she was holding on to the knife so tightly after cutting the cake...she sensed the threat! So aggressive. Haha. Nvm, I shall attempt another day. In the meantime, HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY, XINYI! You're one person who adds strength and joy to my life! You never fail to make me smile whenever we chat and thanks for always enduring all my nonsense! ^_^
Good night! Spread 喜び & 愛!
Monday, September 03, 2007 おはよう
Posted by Philothea` @ Monday, September 03, 2007 | Good morning, monday, dawn to dusk, dusk to dawn, I must admit I'm a workaholic.
It's almost 6am and I'm still wide awake. Just finished editing the script for the following days' shoots and it'll be another production in about an hour's time. Call time - 07:45am. Can't afford to fall asleep now. Sigh. I miss my bed. Anyway, I just got my new lazer printer installed and I have printed close to a hundred copies already, fast hur?
I hope today's shoot will be fine and fun. It's supposed to be a post exams party; a girl is surprising her best friend and we've a chef who'll be teaching her how to cook Mexican cuisine and our decor team is ready with their pinatas, party deco etc.
I need strength and wisdom to carry on now...so sleepy...there're another full day shoot on tues, thurs, sat & sun...I'm gonna be so shagged out.
Sunday, September 02, 2007 御元気ですか?
Posted by Philothea` @ Sunday, September 02, 2007 | I miss my weekends, friends & church :(
TNT production is occupying my every weekend in the whole month of September. Boo.
Anyway, I scrambled through the Comex show today with lays & emmeline at first, then ben, aloy, gwen & love...after so much hesitation, I finally bought a lazer printer, card reader, printable DVDs, some other misc stuff etc. I had so much difficulties dragging the huge printer up and down the bus =.= but I'm relieved that I had gotten it so I can print all my notes and scripts for tmr's shoot :)
Honestly, I was elated to meet everyone today, for the camp comm meet, subway dinner & comex show, apart from the fact that I keep receiving phone calls regarding the upcoming shoot, it's kinda scary...I need a peace of mind!
In a way, meeting them makes me miss them more. How sentimental. Hoho.
We celebrated eevoon's 21th birthday, a very belated celebration!
We love our mama voon! (:
--> me, lays & eevoon
Okay, gotta get back to work now!!!










